out of nowhere....

oh...rupanya dah 2minggu saya tak update blog.....tak update facebook...friendster apetah lagi...hehe.....mana agaknya saya pergi???...bertapa untuk mennyempurnakan hikmat alam semesta tahap ke 11 ke??....haha...mungkin tidak...saya belum sampai tahap 11 lagi....oleh kerana terlalu lama saya tak update...maka...ini merupakan entri pertama yang penuh dengan gambar memandangkan people said 'a picture is worth a thousand words'....so...let them tell the story about my entire fortnight....

NOW PRESENTING~~~

first of all...we went to tenggaroh for kenduri kahwin anak buah saya....selamat pengantin baru anyway....

my grandnephew rayyan...he's soo cute when smiling....(^_^)

went to jb right after that...this picture taken at danga bay....

kenduri arwah kat umah saye...

ambeng~~

anis n laili...

majlis khatam Quran untuk anis...

bunga telur penyu???

we're holding explorace game....this is the winner team...

the runner-up

happy birthday to ayai...may Allah bless you...
also for my friend ida...and my sister-to-be...pz...

got bbq for his birthday...tapi sendiri punya parti, sendiri bakar ayam...hehehe

journey to kl...

the 5 of us...missing lolot since he's not there at the moment...

me and ajah...

going to midvalley for shopping books~~~

visiting muzium...nice...(^_^)

saye n epit...

ayai, epit n icak...there's also me...taking the pic...hehe

abc seksyen 2...hehe....yummy...

at lcct...waiting for lolot...

last but not least...presenting MR.MARU~~....kucing ajah n abg ngah....sangat kawaiii~~~

oppss...forget to tell....i'm finish on these both...hehe...(^_^)v

~the end~

p/s: alFatihah untuk encik Rahmat bin Awaan yang meninggal pada 18/12/09

totally empty......

p/s: it's broken and it's empty...........

blog award....

thanks to my dear missha for this award.....it really sweet dear....(^_^)

storm result.......

huhu...i had watch storm warrior II yesterday...sangat intense....dan sangat best!!!....bagi peminat action movies ataupun fighting comics mcm saye....dipersilakan untuk menonton....takkan rugi....hehehe....

anyway....aaron kwok dan ekin cheng nampak da tua sket....ye la...11 years already...nampak more mature....but still....gorgeous!!...huhu....hampeh punye iya....macam2....yang penting dapat tgk storm warrior dengan bestnye...thanks to epit n ayai...coz watching together with me....(^_^)

emm...saye bukan pengulas filem....so...nak tau ape jadi...sila menonton ye....yang saye tau cuma saya cuma tgk dengan rasa taknak kelip mata n tekanan yang amat sangat coz of the emotion.....apepun....two thumbs up la untuk filem ni....

ending dia bukan penamat yang best....sedih tgk cloud coz chu chu mati....n sedih gak tgk er meng n wind....wondering if that's the sacrifice of warrior's girls....tapi takpe la....i'm eagerly waiting for the next film....ending tergantung....mesti ade sambungan punye la...heeee.....

ok la....tamat cerita pasal storm warrior....saye bagi 4 bintang cukup kott....and anyway....no matter what i've said about both of the heroes....i already have my own hero...hehe....

p/s: result saye dah kuar....and as what i expected...not flying colors la kan....it's ok....it's worst...but it's the best for me.....thank you Allah....alhamdulillah....(^_^)

my wish.....

p/s: i hate this part when I'm missing you....

touching by something........

saya seorang yang sensitif....sangat sensitif.....saya akui hakikat tu....kata 'encik itu'...kalau saya terlalu sensitif, saya takkan boleh hidup dengan orang.....but this time he is totally wrong....i really can manage it.....saya benar-benar mampu hidup dengan segala jenis manusia pun....coz i'm really flexible....and i'm absolutely very good in ACTING....even if i have no talent at all....

dan komplikasinya.....hanya sakit di hati saya....yang tak pernah mampu saya luahkan pada sesiapa pun.....this is one of many reason why i be a very secretive person.......PEMENDAM dan PENDENDAM.......diam itu lebih baik bagi saya.....dari saya luahkan segala sekam yang membakar jiwa......kerana sekali saya luahkan......semua orang akan merasakan bahangnya......that's better.....itu saya....biar saya sakit sendiri dari saya menyakiti orang lain.....

saya ada seorang kawan yang baik.....pernah sekali dia terkilan dengan sikap saya yang terlalu berahsia.....and she said....'speech is silver,silence is golden, but don't you think that you already have too much gold??'....dan saya kehilangan kata untuk menjawab persoalan itu.....

susah menjadi seorang yang sangat sensitif...lebih payah bila ditambah dengan secretive....akan sentiasa ada perkataan ataupun tingkah orang lain yang mengguris perasaan.....waktu kecil dulu....saya sering bertindak kasar...air mata dan caci maki jadi mainan....but...as time goes on....saya mula sedar....yang takkan ada orang peduli pun pada apa yang saya katakan dan lakukan....dan bertindak di luar batasan cuma merugikan diri sendiri.....it's better for me to shut up and let it go.....

but still...hati saya terluka.....tercalar dan terus dicalar......dan cuma mampu saya beritahu setiap kali pada diri...pada hati....SABAR.....ALLAH sentiasa ada di sisi.....biarlah.....mereka takkan peduli....dan berjuta-juta kali juga saya ingatkan pada diri...pada hati.....walau apapun terjadi...walau bagaimana banyak sekalipun saya disakiti.....namun masih....semuanya tetap kesayangan saya...hingga hujung nyawa...........

p/s: Ya ALLAH....whatever she do...whatever she said....i will NEVER be like her.....saya cuma nak jadi diri sendiri....berikan saya kekuatan......berikan saya kesabaran.....

~baby don't you cry~

Dear Baby,
I hope someday somebody wants to hold you for 20 minutes straight and that's all they do.
They don't pull away.
They don't look at your face.
They don't try to kiss you.
All they do is wrap you up in their arms and hold on tight, without an ounce of selfishness in it.

~Baby don't you cry,
gonna make a pie,
gonna make a pie with a heart in the middle
Baby don't be blue,
gonna make for you,
gonna make a pie with a heart in the middle
Gonna make a pie from heaven above,
gonna be filled with strawberry love
Baby don't you cry, gonna make a pie,
and hold you forever in the middle of my heart.~

~Jenna - Waitress (2007)~



p/s: happy belated birthday sweet-18 to my dear adik...may Allah bless you alwez....(^_^)